Perhaps Irrational

i would suspect
that i'd reject
I've ever had satisfaction
it seems to me
that it could be
both my worst and best obsession
my soul exists
subdermal cysts
black atom annihilation
shudder to think
greying the pink
my criminal lachrymal hale
you're misinformed
lead is transformed
my heart's a heavy isotope
bone is like wood
under the hood
an old home in need of repair

I have already been here before

throughout my time
excised sublime
never lacked in taking action
but thorns were caught
where stems i sought
that fortify my descension
my minute deaths
in between breaths
always background radiation
my eye's worth two
thumbs oppose you
to the daylight I lose my pale
squinting tightly
you can see me
but never in never lose hope
waves rattle cells
out of reach smells
the serpent within thins the air

I have already been here before